December is upon us AGAIN!

I am tired of putting thing on the side, and waiting. I know I have told you this many times before, but in all honesty, after turning 30 this year, and going through the rest of 2015 with all of the turmoil and troubles it has brought to my life and the life of my loved ones, I am just tired... tired of the unproductive thinking process that keeps holding me back from achieving life as I always waned it to be.

There should be no holding back, time is not at all stationery, and despite the fact that I still feel like I am 25, I am not any more, and I never will be. So, why do I wait? Why do I think it will all be resolved magically when in reality it never will get sorted if I personally and actively will get into the job of sorting it out and resolve it NOW! 

Bear with me, I do want to do all I can to use the opportunities to my advantage, but I also know myself, to a point that I can say with certainty, I will fail, - the main thing how will I recover from it, and  how will me failing, help me still to move toward eagerly, to my real life goals.   

So, let's see how it will go, - tomorrow is off-course a better day then ever, but I will start today, start today, and keep up keeping up, in the end - that's all what actually matters.