We lost our lovely kitten today. It happened so suddenly, I am still in shock... We found him at about 2am. I did resuscitation and discovered that the airway was blocked. We were able to remove the blockage, but despite all our resuscitation efforts, the kitten was gone. After analyzing it all, we came to a conclusion that the little one was dead for a while till we found him. He was by his bowl and choked on his food...
I knew he was gone but just wanted to do everything I could to revive him. So grateful for doing a course on veterinary emergency care, but I hoped with all my heart I will never need to actually use it.
I woke up during the night panicking because I could not sense him, you know how it happens when it goes quiet and you know there might be trouble? That how it was... Don't really know what to say really. I am devastated, I know it might sound like a cliche but I am completely lost... and numb.
We buried him by his favorite tree with a makeshift sign, Digging the grave was so difficult because of the winter temperature, the ground was so hard to get through.
I've cut myself with the shovel but did not even notice at first. I welcomed the pain and the blood when I saw it, - I was so happy to punish myself at least somehow, I feel so guilty, even thou I did everything I could, it was not enough.
Now I need to pack all of his things, and I just can not get to it. It is so heartbreaking! His bowls are still in the kitchen, full of his favorite food...
Off-course I can get another kitten (theoretically) but no one will ever replace StarDust! I miss him so very much already.
He was the most unique and lively Sphynx I ever had the privilege to see grow, and his personality was just amazing - he made such a massive difference in our lives and we will remember him forever.
We love you sweet SD - you were an absolute joy.